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wryer:

Thu, 16 May 2013 12:49:46 -0400

I want adventure and spontaneity. That means energy, always. I want to feel interested and involved...

Thu, 16 May 2013 00:30:12 -0400

I want adventure and spontaneity. That means energy, always. I want to feel interested and involved in the world. I want city life for a while. I want simple living. I want laughter and honest conversation. I want music and dancing. Wild sort of dancing. I want to work with good, interesting people in a good environment that makes it easy for me to wake up in the morning. I want to see positive changes in communities. I want to be happy. I want to experience all that I can emotionally, physically, mentally: always challenging the way that I am living but also appreciating stillness. (Yeeeees, a dramatic, poetic stillness.) I want a creaky home with paint chipping a little bit, comfortable, authentic furniture and clean, healthy food in the kitchen. A bench. Lamp posts. Lots of trees and lots of people. I want an old bathtub near a window so I can watch the leaves change and the snow fall. I want a family. I deeply want a family to love someday.

A free ride?

Wed, 15 May 2013 12:22:06 -0400

A free ride?

“You do not have to be good. You do not have to walk on your knees for a hundred miles through the...

Wed, 08 May 2013 01:47:58 -0400

“You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
for a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves.” —Mary Oliver, “Wild Geese”

seaembraces: by mailbomb

Sat, 04 May 2013 14:54:09 -0400

seaembraces:

by mailbomb

“She tore off her clothes and felt an otherworldly freedom - but one she was a part of. Half...

Sat, 04 May 2013 14:53:00 -0400

“She tore off her clothes and felt an otherworldly freedom - but one she was a part of. Half the creator of. Her and the universe were very close at that time last night swimming together in the North Sea. There is no way I am forgetting that.” Scotland, June 2012

“My technique is based on breathing. I have based everything that I have I have done on the...

Thu, 02 May 2013 02:38:08 -0400

“My technique is based on breathing. I have based everything that I have I have done on the pulsation of life, which is, to me, the pulsation of breath. Every time you breathe life in or expel it, it is a release or a contraction. It is basic to the body. You are born with these two movements and you keep both until you die. But you begin to use them consciously to that they are beneficial to the dance dramatically. You must animate the energy within yourself. Energy is the thing that sustains the world and the universe. It animates the world and everything in it. I recognized early in my life that there was this kind of energy, some animating spark, or whatever you choose to call it. It can be Buddha, it can be anything, and it can be everything. It beings with breath. I am sure that levitation is possible. I am not speaking mystically, I am speaking practically. I am sure that I could walk in the air, but my heart is not trained to stand the urgency of that flight, the movement that comes up through and resets against the heart.” Martha Graham

Samskeyti - Sigur Ros

Mon, 29 Apr 2013 01:19:00 -0400

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AUeX1HnyGv8

There is a significant story developing. It’s becoming less about her and more about the serious, poignant people in her life. Ha ha, S writing about something other than her neurotic, concerned, desirous self. It’s surprising. But it’s fiercely crucial. I’m starting to discover the characters, the plot and the feeling tone for what this story will turn out to be and what it means.

What it means! Words are emerging! It’s exciting. It’s really exciting to acknowledge it’s development. (Oscar acceptance speech tone. Head nod toward the mirror and then tilting head to the left, slightly.)

Character 1 - Roommate, S.R.

I am in an entirely different state of mind after my conversation with her. It’s a feeling of enlightenment that is so nice. It’s just as simple as a nice feeling to have a friend to talk to about ideas rather than about people. The things we talk about are not dramatic, they are serious. Knowing the difference between how those sort of conversations are had is important. There were too many dramatic conversations this year. Dramatic conversations are conducted in competition, ego driven. Serious conversations achieve something beyond the ego. (Develop this idea more.)

S is an intelligent, insightful person to level with. She’s seeking the whole of the world. She seeks to get beyond the triviality. Thank God.

Tonight we watched the final scene of In Bruges twice and discussed, “If guilt and depression is purgatory, then the decision whether or not to commit suicide is the ultimate judgement. Purgatory can be a place for cleansing and rebirth or a place of impending death.”A topic I’ve been battling with all year. I’m seeing the multicolored hands surround my brain.

Our conversation about the ending of In Bruges led on to topics like, Momentum and Manifestation, Art Analysis and Dance Therapy, mental illness, terrestrial heaven and hell, the acknowledgement of experiencing life philosophies, i.e. the peace of last night with A, J, C, R.

I recognize that these topics are not unusual for a tumblr entry…but I also recognize my unique energy and perspectives in life. I’m valuing that now. I am valuing my personal lens for life and I deeply want to communicate what that is in many ways. These ‘tumblr topics’ are taking me somewhere.

I know far down in my chest that I am meant to do something powerful with all of this experience. I am sitting on a musty green couch with crumbs crawling around in the carpet beneath my feet but honestly, I can’t even see those crumbs. K will not let me forget that. This glorious world beyond the crumbs needs to be shared or else the real world will not have it. It’s about merging worlds, maybe. I will implode if I don’t start on this project soon. It will be about minds, spirit and energy for deep relationships. I want to be fresh about it, human, leveled, darkly humored and as far down and revealing in the experiences as possible.

This writing can only start once I am removed, finished living the experience. How many times have I written the word experience so far? (Working on being less aware.) I am looking to develop my written voice and communicate something influential. I am looking to develop my own vocabulary and body of ideas through the self, dance and writing communication. I am looking for people in search for the whole of the world. That is something consistently guiding me.

1957 - Milo Greene

Wed, 24 Apr 2013 00:06:22 -0400

1957 - Milo Greene

allthingseurope: Lyon, France

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 10:31:37 -0400

allthingseurope:

Lyon, France

"Those were the days… and so are these."

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 10:31:02 -0400

“Those were the days… and so are these.”

- (via barbmeetswurld)

mountvision: On a wednesday night in the Hungarian Cafe, New...

Sat, 20 Apr 2013 16:13:11 -0400

mountvision:

On a wednesday night in the Hungarian Cafe, New York City. by Gregory Muenzen

“To be running breathlessly, but not yet arrived, is itself delightful, a suspended moment of living...

Thu, 18 Apr 2013 17:04:04 -0400

“To be running breathlessly, but not yet arrived, is itself delightful, a suspended moment of living hope.” — Anne Carson, Eros: The Bittersweet (via litverve)

Goodbye - Ulrich Schnauss

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 00:47:04 -0400

Goodbye - Ulrich Schnauss

Royksopp Forever - Royksopp

Mon, 15 Apr 2013 11:37:56 -0400

Royksopp Forever - Royksopp

Carrie - Shiny Toy Guns

Sun, 14 Apr 2013 18:50:42 -0400

Carrie - Shiny Toy Guns

I would laugh at myself too.

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 21:19:08 -0400

I would laugh at myself too.

thirteen-fourteen: march 2013, new york, ny Gorgeous studio.

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 21:18:39 -0400

thirteen-fourteen:

march 2013, new york, ny

Gorgeous studio.

I don’t find it at all strange that she loves publicly having intense emotional experiences....

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 16:37:00 -0400

I don’t find it at all strange that she loves publicly having intense emotional experiences. Publicly sleeping in the library is nice, too.

Last Thursday, an old classmate approached me and said,...

Wed, 10 Apr 2013 16:21:05 -0400

Last Thursday, an old classmate approached me and said, “Remember sophomore year when we were working on that project for class? You put your yellow headphones on my head and said, ‘listen to this song until I come back with my bagel.’ You were playing M83. It was great.”

Personal moments of college, part 1.